my dignity

I find my dignity, in the gods every creativity,

I find my dignity, In natures every affinity,

I find my dignity, in every hearts vicinity

I find my dignity, in life’s extreme unpredictability,

I find my dignity, in a smile’s ability,

I find my dignity, in lord’s iconicity,

I find my dignity in the word ‘dignity’.

hate me because i cant hate u

Hate me, as I find no reason big enough too hate you;
Kill me, as nothing can make me dead enough except for the moments I feel you,
Drown me, as I always drown in the deep waters of thoughts of yours I am left with, Burn me , as I am in the fire of the desire that I know shall never be fulfilled, Bury me , as I am buried in the reason that can never lead me back to the turn where you left,
Freeze me , as I am frozen in the time immortal when I was with you,
Cry me , as I had in finding the logic s of being with and without your ecstasy,
Strangulate me , as I am since the ages I had been with every breath without you,
No matter how hard I try , every time every reason that a I give myself its always insufficient and incapable enough to make me hate you……

when i felt it already melt

why u feel when u know it will never heal, 

why i felt , when it can never be dealt, 

the thoughts of the moments ,or the moments that became thoughts , 

it didin't even remained like ice , when i tried to freeze it melt.............

miss you college days

those long awake nights , those insane fights, those meaningless debates ,those issue less issues , those senseless laughs , those filthy talks , those marathons in the corridors, those parties in the balconies, those one bottle 100 man fights , those love multi triangles,those exam nights , those bathroom fights , those bunking the class, those breaking off college windows glass, everything seems like a story now , when the thoughts go bye least it gives is a smile..................................................miss you college days